Jesus is my Savior! He came into my life and made it count for something! It’s absolutely amazing that Jesus would save me, not because of righteous works that I do, but because of His mercy! (Titus 3:5) I mean, when I really stop and think about the fact that Jesus loves me, forgives me and restores me – I just can’t get over it!
I still to this day do not know what He saw in me! I’m not down on myself, in fact, I kinda like myself. But I know that I am not anywhere near as good, cool or smart as I like to think I am. Jesus does not focus on what I am – His focus is on what and who I can be!
I can’t understand how He could love me! I like to think of myself as a pretty lovable dude, but the truth is: I can be very unlovable! I don’t get out of bed in the morning – clean, smooth and charming! Jesus sees me when I am dirty, rough and disgusting and He still loves me! Jesus does not look at my failures and flaws – Jesus looks at my potential and appreciates me for me and all that I can be with Him!
I won’t ever be able to repay Him! When I think about all that Jesus has done for me – I will never be able to repay Him! I can never live good enough, long enough to even come close to giving back to Jesus all that He has given to me! He saved me, not because of what I had done, not because of what I had not done. He saved me – simply because He loves me and has an amazing plan for my life! My salvation and right relationship are not based in any way on me, but all on Him and His mercy!
Because of His mercy – I don’t get what I deserve! Because of His grace – I get what I don’t deserve! Jesus made it possible for me to be reborn and renewed by the Holy Spirit. I just can’t get over it and I hope I never do!