There are moments when it all goes dark and there is nothing that I can see.  What I thought I understood makes no sense to me.

The explanations of the world are commonplace and meaningless.  What is left of self is eaten away from the inside-out.

Devoured for no other purpose, other than self indulgent consumption.  Love is tossed around like a cheap pair of shoes.

Relationship is a word that has been emptied of meaning.  And purpose that was once certain is now left looking for a friend.

We are forever hungry, even though we eat all the time.  Never seeing, because the truth we don’t want to admit is that we are blind.

I have no idea where to go or what to do.  I am alone in the middle of nowhere and I am not even sure that I really exist.