The physical and emotional part of me is living in this world, but the rest of me (mental and spiritual) is living in a spiritual place that I think most people call and think of as Heaven.  I know that this most likely sound crazy to some of you, but I think I really began to understand the whole concept in a lot better way today.

I don’t think of myself as an oddball!  I like to think of myself as somewhat normal.  I like fried chicken, sweet tea and just about anything that is chocolate!  I love life and really seek to get the most out of “every day” living.  I like people and enjoy spending time with and interacting with most most of the time!  But there are just some days when I can’t seem to get or understand anybody.  It’s like I am in my body, but can’t get out to make a connection!

Today was one of those days!  I was trying really hard to connect.  To understand and be understood!  Today was a great day – don’t get me wrong – there was not anything wrong with the day!  It’s just that I had such high expectations.  I thought that today we might all be able to take it up a notch spiritually and maybe we did!  It’s hard for me to see, feel and figure that out, because part of me is here and part of me is there!  The part of me that is here is so excited about the possibilities!  The part of me that is there has such a high expectation and for such a totally different reason.  I think that my judgments get crossed in the mail and this can be very confusing!  I will continue to work on it and I hope that understanding will bring blessing and growth for all of us!

I am not sure that any of this will make any sense to any of you, but I feel a little bit better by taking the time to just share my thoughts!  I hope that my life with God in Heaven is making a difference in my life with you here on earth – If so then, everything is much better than I could dream or imagine!